MAY 8TH 2026 10:33PM CET
MOOD: happy
practiced way longer today, enjoyed it a lot!
i learned 2 more chords, E major and E minor. i also started experimenting with modifying chords and making up little melodies!
i can also now switch between A and D 29-34 times per minute. i feel great.
i did try to play with a metronome but the clicks were just slipping away from me. i need to work on my rhythm. :']
MAY 7TH 2026 8:38PM CET
MOOD: still somehow motivated!
i did my first session of guitar practice today! like 3 hours maybe lol, going over the first steps. im excited to keep going.
somehow i dont feel like giving up. actually the opposite. i cant wait to practice again! i can play the A and D chords and switch between them
18 to 22 times per minute. i aim for 30 times per minute. ill keep going until i get there!
MAY 6TH 2026 11:56PM CET
MOOD: determined
you know what? fuck it. ill pick up my guitar and start learning.
ive had this damn thing since i was 14 and i feel like its about time i take it seriously.
i remember before getting it i just felt this longing for it. i felt like i couldnt breathe if i didnt have one. kind of funny looking back on that
since i havent touched the thing in like half a decade. but im putting an end to that.
i made a song with some guitar samples and the longing came back. this is my moment. this year is great and i can make it even greater by putting my mind to it.
MAY 4TH 2026 7:47PM CET
MOOD: happyyyyy :D :D :D :D :D :D
first fucking blog entry SHEEEEEEEEEESH.
so, what do i even write about...... lifes been going great for me.
i feel like 2026 is my year, everything keeps going exactly right and it makes me hopeful.
for example, ill be getting a new pc, ill be meeting one of my long time online friends, i got my dream keitai, i might see my partner irl before september...
im very excited about whats to come. i love my life.